Looking ahead to the February release of Time and the River: From Columbine to the Invention of Fire, I will be posting poems from it with accompanying videos.

You can preorder the book here and see all videos and reviews of here.

Today’s poem is the first in the book, and one of the hardest to write (and perhaps the hardest to read), Dylan Klebold’s Crush. I was only out of high school for two years when the Columbine High School shooting took place, and it took almost twenty years, and becoming a father, for me to write anything about it.

In many of the accounts of Dylan Klebold’s final year before the shooting, his attachment to one or more girls in his class comes up again and again, and the poem imagines one of those crushes, now in middle age, still with no idea what she meant to a boy who became a murderer.

In part, the poem imagines a situation most of us can see ourselves in (having a crush from a distance) ending up being forgotten, and in its place is a horror and a tragedy few of us can imagine being a part of.

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Dylan Klebold’s Crush

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#209 – Being a Jew in 1900, Being a Jew Now Human Voices Wake Us

An episode from 12/15/25: Tonight, I read from Irving Howe’s World of Our Fathers: The Journey of the East European Jews to America and the Life They Found and Made. In light of the events in Australia yesterday, I take the time not just to talk about what it meant to be a Jewish immigrant to America around the year 1900, but what it means to me to be a Jew right now.The best way to support the podcast is by leaving a review on Apple or Spotify, sharing it with others, or sending me a note on what you think. You can also order any of my books: Time and the River: From Columbine to the Invention of Fire, due out next year, is now available for preorder. Other books include Notes from the Grid, To the House of the Sun, The Lonely Young & the Lonely Old, and Bone Antler Stone. I've also edited a handful of books in the S4N Pocket Poems series.Email me at humanvoiceswakeus1@gmail.com.
  1. #209 – Being a Jew in 1900, Being a Jew Now
  2. #208: Bach & God
  3. #207 – Death, the Gods, and Endless Life in Ancient Egypt
  4. #206 – The Discovery of Indo-European Languages – 1876
  5. #205: Learning to Read, c. 2000 BCE
  6. #204: Walt Whitman's "Crossing Brooklyn Ferry," 1856
  7. #203: Bruce Springsteen Talks About "Nebraska" – 1984
  8. #202 – A Death at Sea, 1834
  9. #201 – Gillian Anderson, & What Women Want, 2024
  10. #200: The Last Days of Walter Benjamin, 1940

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